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Every freckle, every scar (you're a work of art) by lover_44
Fandoms: Cats - Andrew Lloyd Webber, Old Possum's Book of Practical Cats - T. S. Eliot
20 Jan 2020
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But the thing was, Tugger had learned from early on in life that everything he tried to do nicely like his brother Munk never worked, so his only resort was to be as rebellious as possible. Being interested this much in someone was very new to him, and as much as the whole sweets and notes things had worked, that was pretty much safe for him. It was music, something he had been born to do. But the normalcy of a date with someone? Someone he genuinely cared? Hell, no.
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I found you hidden in plain sight by lover_44
Fandoms: Cats - Andrew Lloyd Webber, Old Possum's Book of Practical Cats - T. S. Eliot
20 Jan 2020
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When the first cake came, Mistoffelees didn’t think anything about it. Simple chocolate with salty caramel and a note. I found you hidden in plain sight. It’s what the note said.
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“[...] From a time when there was no earth, no land. Only air and birds everywhere. And one of these birds was a lark and one day her father died. There was no place to put the body because there was no earth.
And finally the lark had a solution.
She decided to bury her father in the back of her own head.
And this was the beginning of memory. [...]”The Beginning of Memory - Laurie Anderson
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La violence de mes désirs (J'avoue je maudis tout ceux qui s'aiment) by lover_44
Fandoms: Mozart l'Opéra Rock - Mozart/Baguian & Guirao
25 Jun 2019
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The symbol on it was a crown, and for a moment he frowned before opening it. In elegant silver letters against the black paper, was the invitation to one of the most famous, albeit very secret, underground bondage clubs, The Court.
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With a handful of dust, and a heartful of ash by lover_44
Fandoms: Mozart l'Opéra Rock - Mozart/Baguian & Guirao
25 Nov 2017
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He looked up at the sky once again, and dared to hope. “Please, God” he whispered, taking a white beaded rosary from his pants pocket “Please, send me a sign, any sign”.
Warnings for: suicide attempt, depression, self inflicted harm.
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Gasping at glimpses of gentle true spirit by lover_44
Fandom Cats - Andrew Lloyd Webber, Old Possum's Book of Practical Cats - T. S. Eliot
20 Jan 2020
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casually acquainted by tagteamme for tiedbows
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
18 Apr 2021
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Chu Wanning knows what he is and what he isn’t. And where he lacks in pleasantries and outward appeal, he makes up for in untouchable grace and dignity.
It threatens to unravel once he meets a familiar face in an unfamiliar city.
“So quick to run away from me, Chu-laoshi,” Mo Ran says, voice gently teasing as Chu Wanning refuses to make eye contact with him. “After you came all the way from…”
He trails off, waiting for Chu Wanning to let him know, but he sees the map open on Chu Wanning’s phone and grins wider. “You want directions?”
Chu Wanning clears his throat, and shakes his head. He should say something— instead, he stays silent as he looks down at his phone and punches in the hotel name again.
Happily, his phone tells him to try again when he has signal.
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30 Apr 2021
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I Know No Other Way by heartstone
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
01 Jul 2017
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Amidst the Dissonance of Melkor, there was but one voice that did not forget its own thoughts and did not become disturbed by the sudden change in melody brought about by Melkor. The mighty Vala’s discordant tune held a promise between the spacing of its notes as one holds breath in suspense, but that is never realized with the clamor of gongs in harsh marcato. It was of a melody unrealized in its infancy, a rough outline of a symphony: a messy scribble on sheet music. But of its fundamental trill this single voice plucked from the void in the Timeless Halls, and in its genius, saw not the cacophony of one stave, but the endless flow of one after the other- it saw the not the movement on its own, but the entire piece.
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In the Beginning, Melkor searches for the Maia who sung His Discord with Him.Bookmarked by lover_44
06 Jan 2021
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11 Dec 2020
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the uncensored by lily_winterwood
Fandom 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Jul 2019
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deleted/alternate bits from CQLverse where Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji could have gotten it on ;)
(not so much canon divergence as canon-alternate-takes)
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31 Jan 2020
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It's Only Time (And You Know I'll Wait) by iris_impossible
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars
25 Dec 2019
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She refuses to believe it. She screws her eyes shut even as the part of her that has felt dead and numb begins to tingle painfully back to life.
“No,” she says. “You’re not here.”
“You’re right. Do you want me to go?”
His voice is soft but there. She rolls over. He’s standing beside her bed, except not really. The person is gone but his essence, shimmering and pale, is looking down on her so tenderly that new tears spring to her eyes.
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25 Dec 2019