Archive of Our Own ^beta

Recent works

• His Cross to Bear by loverboyscribe

  Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  09 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov & Irina Rozanova
  • Grigori Rozanov & Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Irina Rozanova
  • Grigori Rozanov
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • References to Depression
  • Alzheimer's Disease
  • Character Study
  • Discussions of Death
  • Suicide mention is only in reference to Irina
  • Ilya does not die or hurt himself physically in this I promise <3
  • brief mentions of: - Freeform
  • Frottage
  • 69 (Sex Position)
  • Making Out
  • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
  • Angst
  • not beta read we die like- nevermind
  • Author is Sure No One is Surprised They Have Imprinted on Ilya Rozanov Like a Duckling
  • Author Loves Talking About Grief and Complicated Family Relationships
  • Ends happy I promise

  Summary

  And that was it. Ilya couldn’t say anymore. Not without ruining the whole evening. But then, maybe it was already too late for that. He watched as Shane swallowed everything he’d just told him. Maybe it’d been too much to say at one time.

  At least he hadn’t run away yet. That was probably a good sign, right?

  Or, a study of Ilya's grief as told through the Tampa hotel scene.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,043

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  20

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  189