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No Medicine is Strong Enough by thechoicewasallmine
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Feb 2019
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Peter never wanted this. He didn’t ask for the entire team to breathe down his neck whenever he eats, or to insist that he reaches some absurd goal weight when he’s perfectly fine where he’s at. He doesn’t need to change.
He just needs to stop day dreaming about killing himself. It’s getting distracting.
Or: 5 times Peter doesn't ask the Avengers for help, and the one time he does.
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- Part 1 of Sometimes I Feel Like Giving Up
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07 Feb 2026
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“Peter, do you really want to die?”
And he thought about it. He really did. He thought about the quiet that he’d experienced, the silence in his brain as he stepped off that roof in contrast to the small buzzing of their coffee machine or the birds on the balcony. He thought about the absence of fear and the blatant emotionlessness of it all, the disregard for life in its entirety as he let himself be taken by gravity and he pondered the absence of fear in this very moment, staring into Sam and Bucky’s fond eyes. He searched the depths of himself, the peace that he’d felt in those few seconds of lifeless falling, and then he compared it to the peace he was finding bit by bit in the slowly rising sun he could see from Sam and Bucky’s couch.
Falling, shockingly, came up short.
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27 Jan 2026
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Hold Me Close (To Keep Away The Memories) by spittingspite
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
12 Nov 2022
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"What do you want, Faker? Why are you here at-" Shadow squinted at the clock- "three in the fucking morning?"
Sonic swallowed, tapping his foot anxiously, feeling a lot like a scared little kid under Shadow's judgemental stare.
"Well?"
"I can't sleep."
Unpleasant memories are keeping Sonic awake at night, so he seeks comfort from the one person who might be able to understand.
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09 Feb 2025
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Sleepwalking by Tirainy
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
19 Aug 2016
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'There is a strong arm curled around his torso, the appendage keeping him close to its owner, whose warm breath is ghosting over the back of his neck. Sonic is sure he went to bed alone the previous night, but he isn't worried about the intruder. After all, this isn't the first time this has happened...'
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Bookmarked by luckyhowel
09 Feb 2025