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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    It is possible that Shane has miscalculated.

    The Montreal Metros are down bad – not in points, thank god, but definitely in players currently able to breathe through their nose.

    Shane is pretty confident it started with Hayden sniffling last week, but he’s too loyal a friend to bring that up, especially now that half the team is down with whatever cursed germs have entered their locker-room and decimated their starting line-up.

    Still, Shane was very confident. Shane eats well and exercises regularly. His body is finely honed. He is a professional athlete. He would not, he repeatedly assured everyone in his life, get sick. 

    It is possible that science has failed him. 

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    17 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    “This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.

    Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”

    He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.

    “I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”

    or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good

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  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ilya moves closer, inside Shane’s space. It’s not a big kitchen. Shane sat on this floor in diapers. He made protein shakes before practice on this counter, the one Ilya is backing him up into, pretty much every week of his teen years. He signed his first brand deal at the dining table. This brief, affectionate kiss felt more important than all of that, though.

    moments at the cottage.

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  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Alex Claremont-Diaz is a professor at NYU and the newest chair of the Political Science students conference in DC. He’s running on four—maybe three hours of sleep, espresso, and maybe something in the shape of granola bar he had six hours ago.

    What happens when he’s planned everything to the nines—but forgets to book his own hotel room? What also happens when his celebrity crush who is the conferences keynote speaker is right behind him in the hotel check in?

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  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    Yuna and Shane are away on an endorsment deal, and David needs a ride to the hospital.
    So that leaves Ilya Rozanov

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