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In the quiet summer of 2020, Jude Bellingham arrives at Borussia Dortmund as a young Omega far from home, battling homesickness, unfamiliar scents, and the weight of proving himself for King and Country.
When he meets Erling Håland, the connection is immediate and unexpectedly gentle. From an awkward first greeting, small moments begin to bridge the distance between them.
Five firsts. Five steps closer.
[Set during Jude’s real-life move to Dortmund and beyond]
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20 Aug 2026
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Jude Bellingham had everything he’d ever wanted: a starting spot at Real Madrid, awards, and a best friend he was stupidly in love with.
Admittedly, that last part was less ideal but whatever.
He had made peace with it. It wasn't Erling's fault. It was fine, really. Capital F.
Then Erling stopped touching him. Which, frankly, was taking the piss.
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19 Aug 2026
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London, 1815:
A newly arrived Alpha from Norway and the Season’s most elusive Omega find themselves entwined in a tale of grand balls, whispers of scandal, and a destiny neither of them was seekin
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18 Aug 2026
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In the five days between beating Mexico and facing Norway in the World Cup quarter-finals, Jude Bellingham is supposed to be recovering, practicing, and studying how to stop Erling Haaland.
Instead, they're texting.
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- Part 1 of Haalingham Collection
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15 Aug 2026
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Being one of the only omegas in professional football has never been easy. Facing off with one of the World Cup's most high-profile alphas is even harder— especially when there's a long-held secret between the two of you, an incident you won't allow yourself to think about, even in private.
And that's before you throw all the internationally viral memes about your own heat pheromones into the mix.
By the time the England vs. Norway match comes around, Jude Bellingham is completely fucked.
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15 Aug 2026