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Seok Matthew had been turned into a vampire a few months ago and was struggling with the thirst that came with it... especially when his roommate Park Gunwook was so magnetic.
One night his restraint snaps and he nearly drinks from Gunwook while he is asleep, but Gunwook catches him.
OR a collection of Matthew and Gunwook fucking each-other while Matthew drinks Gunwook's blood.
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10 Jan 2026
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Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?
“That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.”
Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”
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Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.
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10 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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05 Jan 2026
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It’s been years since his last serious, like an actual real relationship, and that was with his then college sweetheart. And Matthew is now twenty-eight. Closer to his thirties than his twenties, and he remains painfully single.
So he does what everyone in this predicament does—he agrees to attend a blind date.
“Gunwook?”
“Matthew?”
As if the world hadn’t been cruel enough to Matthew, Park Gunwook, the one and only college sweetheart, the ex-boyfriend, the very same man whose heart he had broken and then broken his own heart in return, is none other than his blind date.
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- Part 1 of I was, you are, we will.
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01 Jan 2026
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when the party's over by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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Shane’s been acting distant lately. Not so much cold and aloof as closed off and introspective. Usually, thats not a good sign. Usually, it means Shane is overthinking again. Something bad is coming, Ilya can tell. He’s just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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Shane tries breaking up with Ilya. It doesn't really go as planned.
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- Part 1 of The HCU (Hollanov Cinematic Universe)
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15 Dec 2025