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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jay and Sunghoon were never supposed to mean this much to each other. It was just late nights, shared laughter, hands that lingered too long, and a rule about not asking for more. But feelings don’t stay quiet, and love doesn’t wait for permission.

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    02 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Riki’s father married Jungwon’s mother, they were just kids, two strangers suddenly forced to share a roof. And still, from the very first day, something tied them together in a way neither of them was able to ignore.

    But Riki grew up in a house that mistook fear for discipline and violence for love. He learned early that wanting another boy was a sin, and wanting his brother was something far worse. Jungwon learned to hide too. To pretend that surviving on scraps was enough, that the stolen pieces of Riki he got to keep were all he needed.

    So, over the years, what grew between Riki and Jungwon turned into a twisted cycle of fragile peace and brutal fights, nights spent together and regret, shame and obsession.

    Then the virus came. The world collapsed, and survival became the only thing that mattered.

    Now there’s Sunghoon in Jungwon’s life. It’s the first person to show him tenderness without a price to pay. And Jungwon only wants to be loved. But that pull, that desire, between him and Riki never really went away.

    “It made me think of you, and of how deeply I hate myself. But then again, what I feel for you and my self-hatred have always been a matched set.”

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    27 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    It's past midnight when he finds himself in the middle of Seongbuk-gu streets. It's cold and dark and Seungmin just wants to sleep the pain off. He just wants to sleep and hug his pillow and cry until he falls asleep, like he's used to do. Because he feels so stupid and so ridiculous and so dirty that it's painful. So painful that makes his chest hurt.

    "I want to love you. I want to love you better than he would ever do, Seungmin. You just don't let me."

    or

    Seungmin being an emotional mess. Idk.

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    27 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    His cock fucking hurts. He almost bursts with all of his own being before he squeezes himself again just to stave it off for a little longer.

    His fingers jitter when he brings them to the number keys of his keyboard.

    3-0-0…

    Shit.

    Evxn2001 has donated $3000!

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    15 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    As he sneaks a glance at Jungwon and Jay’s legs, tangled together and glistening golden in the Sicilian sun—and hears all the sloppy lip-locking—he aches a little. Yearning; jealousy, maybe, possibly. But that’s ridiculous.

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    14 Dec 2025