8 Bookmarks by marauderlu
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And yet, it occurs to me now that we can never run with out lies indefinitely. Sooner or later we are forced to confront their darkness. We can choose the when, not the if. And the longer we wait, the more painful and uncertain it will be.
Tomasz JedrowskiEtho isn't even that drunk when he finds himself tugged to the club's bathroom by a pretty stranger. There is a wall behind them, and Etho tries to stop himself from thinking about how many sweaty people fucked against it before them, the same night. He wonders, dizzy with anticipation, if they are going to add to the tally.
This, he thinks, his mother will never know about.
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22 Jun 2026
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timesickness by birrdie for MarcustheAnt
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
02 Mar 2024
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Staring at him feels personal, like peering in on a memory he doesn’t know he had. He should know this moment, this feeling, this man. He should recognize that deep, bone-aching pull inside himself that leaves him cemented in that stool, that nags at him that maybe, after all this time, he’s finally ended up in a specific place for a specific reason. There’s plenty of things he’s been waiting for— a sign, a reason, a why— but this?
Bdubs licks his lips. “Do I know you?”
A private smile. Even through the mask, Bdubs can see it. “Not yet.”
“But I will?"
Or; Bdubs jumps through time. Etho outlasts it.
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05 Apr 2026
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Bdubs has big brown eyes and tan skin and sure, yes, Etho likes that. He likes Bdubs. That's not new.
But now Bdubs is wearing cologne, and Etho likes it maybe a bit more than he can keep to himself. That is new.
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19 Jan 2026
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The awkward kid standing in front of him has to be, what, twenty five? Twenty six, tops. Hardly a kid at all, really, but Jeez, does Bdubs ever feel like an old geezer looking at him.
“Etho?” he says experimentally.
The kid blinks over at him owlishly. “Bdubs?” he says and, yeah, that’s Etho’s voice alright. Quiet and unsure, and softer than it’s been in years, but definitely, definitely Etho.
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As sculk contamination puts the future of Season 10 in doubt, the situation gets more complicated when an Etho from 2013 lands in the hermits' laps.
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15 Jan 2026
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The guy laughs—a warm, low sound, caramel-sweet. “You really don’t remember anything?”
“Not a blip,” Bdubs says. “Wait, I didn’t get your name. What’s your name?”
There’s a second when Bdubs thinks he won’t answer—he just looks at Bdubs, and his eyes go strangely crinkley around the corners. Then, he says, “Etho. I’m Etho, Bdubs.”
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Bdubs has amnesia. But that's not going to stop him coming to some extremely rational conclusions about the state of his own heart.
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09 Sep 2025
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In the summer before his fifth year at Hogwarts, Harry is drawn to a room in Grimmauld Place. Like the Gryffindor he is, he enters the room without fear. The room is a library, and Harry is surprised to find that he’s eager to learn.
Then he gets the bad news: he’s been accidentally expelled from Hogwarts, and he needs to be sorted again. Everyone is confident that he’ll go straight back to Gryffindor, but with what he's been learning, Harry’s not so sure.
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- Part 1 of Mutatum
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13 May 2024
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Harry Potter and the Welcome to the World of Grey by sobsicles
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 Dec 2020
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When Harry fails to keep his anger at bay and Voldemort possesses his mind, the events that follow lead him down a long road to realizing the world isn't as black and white as it seems.
Chaos, hilarity, and tragedy ensue with a Dark Lord being honest all the time, a rival becoming something else, and a world demanding to be saved. Featuring frightened Death Eaters, deep conversations with a monster, Pureblood traditions being ridiculous, and the fight to do the right thing with no true options.
Harry's life just gets more and more bizarre with each passing moment.
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Or, the one where Harry's life gets split in half, and he has to figure out how to bring it back together.
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- Part 1 of Absence of Simplicity
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11 May 2024
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I'm Not Gonna Teach Him How to Dance with You by greensenne
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
25 Oct 2022
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“You’d be my best man wouldn’t you, Evs?
There’s an ugly pain burning low in his chest as he says, “Of course. What are friends for?”
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Or, Barty's father forces him into an arranged marriage, and Evan is to be his best man. Which would be fine if Evan weren't head over heels in love with him.
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- Part 2 of Love is Where You Find it
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05 Jun 2023