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   I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing by CoralloBlu

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Dec 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Bobby Singer (Supernatural)
   • John Winchester
   • Original Characters
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Alastair (Supernatural)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Child Neglect
   • Sex
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Institutions
   • Abusive John Winchester
   • Bad Parent John Winchester
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Sexual Abuse
   • Sexual Assault
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Homophobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Demons
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Psychological Torture
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Smut
   • Canon Universe
   • Alternate Canon
   • Slow Burn
   • Character Death

   Summary

   Dean Winchester is not okay. He hasn't been okay for a very long time.
   Sam has to face this harsh reality in the worst way: a phone call from Bobby informing him that his brother tried to check out before his time.

   In his journey of recovery, Dean meets Castiel, another troubled soul struggling to escape his inner demons. Meanwhile, other kinds of demons might be lurking just outside.

   Please read carefully the trigger warnings before every chapter.

   Language:

   English

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   34,525

   Chapters:

   23/23

   Comments:

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