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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    HockeyLover12: 1 day ago
    Hilarious how this Shane Hollander fan account just randomly decided to confess his gay love right after Scott Hunter did it

    Shane_Hollander24: 1 day ago
    Right yeah fan account! Yep that’s right !Haha

    Shane_Hollander24: 1 day ago
    Out of curiosity how do i delete a post.

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    06 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hollanov crack is always so silly i’m cryinf

  2. Rec *

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    The heart monitor Ilya is standing next to starts beeping really quickly. “Hey, why is this going crazy? Is this normal? Should I call for the nurse?”

    Shane giggles, his eyes tearing up. “No, it's not normal. But it's you, so…” He inclines his head and tucks his and Ilya's joined hands somewhere under his ear.

    “It's my heart, Ilya.” He croaks, his voice painfully scratchy. He points with his other hand at the monitor that is still beeping fairly fast. “It goes crazy because of you.”

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    05 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    UEUEUEUEUEUEUE

  3. Rec *

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    Over the course of his NHL career, Shane Hollander had come face-to-face with Ilya Rozanov hundreds of times. But in all of that time, Shane had never seen him like this.

    “Hollander,” Rozanov said, accent even thicker than usual.

    Ah. He was drunk.

    [Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been NHL rivals for over a decade. One strange chance meeting leads to more.]

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    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    deviously rubbing my hands

  4. Rec *

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    25 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    RAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
    byebyebyebyeeeee

  5. Rec *

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    Christine Daaé has spent eight months imagining what she might say to the Opera Ghost if she ever saw him again. Now he is here in her flat, quite by accident, and the fact of the matter is she can no longer speak.

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    10 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    canon i fear