Gifts for memoryshadows
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When Your Faith Walks on Broken Glass by Zimzalabimzim for memoryshadows
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
12 Apr 2023
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Summary
Jisung feels weightless, like he’s floating. There is nothing to ground him to the present, days whirring past in a surreal fashion. He furiously tries to grapple with the silent promises he made while training: about his passion and determination, only to find them just out of reach. Unreachable. Nothing is right, nothing in his life is right.
For countless times Jisung had visited the suicide prevention website and itched to just spill everything, just call the number (dialing the number but too afraid to press call. What if the members find out? What if his family finds out? Or worse, what if the company finds out and forces him to leave the group?) or just fill out a questionnaire (Every day. Yes. Often.), purposely leaving the contact and address lines blank.
Inhale. Exhale. Submit.
“*please fill out all requested fields”, the bold red words would glare back at him.
And his mouse pointer would hover over the X deflatedly.