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    By the time he made his way to Chuuya’s apartment, the sky was already devoid of any sunlight— the sky a raging and angry navy blue, shrouded by clouds and the faint light that the moon omitted.

    He spent too long sitting there, in that dark and bloody building. He spent hours tracing the dead look on Oda’s face, the dull expression on his skin. By the time he left, the body was cold, another vagrant reminder that everything good passes. He thought of Oda, skin flushed under the bar lights, warmed by alcohol and the idea of friendship. He would never see that again.

    or: On the day of Oda's death, Dazai found his way to Chuuya's apartment.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Please, Dazai…” Chuuya begs.
    “What?” Dazai asks, a little bewildered.
    “Please—please let me fuck you,” Chuuya begs.
    His fist is clenching his shirt, wrinkling it beyond repair.
    “I don’t know,” Dazai teases meanly. “You don’t seem up to it.”
    Dazai slips his fingers down the front of Chuuya’s pants, massaging his way down. The man lets out a broken sob.
    “I-I’m perfectly capable,” Chuuya says more clearly, like he thinks he needs to be someone else.
    His lithe fingers make it to the base of Chuuya’s cock, circling it slowly.
    “Don’t switch up on me now, baby,” Dazai mewls. “You can fuck me, but you have to be good first.”
    Blinking, Chuuya seems to understand, pawing Dazai’s shirt off.
    “I can be good,” he gasps, breathy. “I can be good for you.”

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    13 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    He’s sat on the floor, slumped over a still unpacked box, face like thunder, when the door swings open. A flash of orange greets him in his peripheral, and for a second he does a cartoon-style double take. Is that a girl? It can’t be a girl. Surely they don’t have mixed gender student accommodation at Todai. It doesn’t seem that progressive here. 

    “Hey.” The person says, and Dazai realises they are addressing him. Because he’s the only one in the room. “You must be Dazai, I’m Nakahara Chuuya. But please, for the love of God, just call me Chuuya.” 

    Definitely not a girl.

     

    ///OR: Dazai is being forced to attend university by his wealthy and powerful parents. And he’s straight. But his new roommate is proving to be… difficult. Not because he’s pretty. No, he’s just annoying. Did he mention he was straight????

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    08 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    literally just 1k words of self indulgent soukoku smut for writing practice, thanks for coming to my ted talk

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    05 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Dazai, buzzing both on alcohol and premature triumph, added the dress to his shopping cart and pressed buy. He was already dreaming of seeing the matching choker wrapped around Chuuya's throat.

    Then he lost the bet.

    Then Chuuya made him take his punishment.

    Now there was a cage around his dick and an itch under his skin that he couldn't get out.

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    04 Oct 2025