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    "You’ll what?”

    “You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”

    “I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.

    Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”

    Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.

    toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible

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    05 Oct 2025

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    It’s essentially a marriage, Chuuya knows. A mating bond is for life, until death do they part; even then the one left behind will be haunted by whispers of another soul through their bond. Coupled with the fact he’s doing it with Dazai, who exudes the futility of life with each breath he takes, it’s the same as asking Chuuya to be tormented constantly when Dazai inevitably leaves him, leaves this world.

    Wherein a mating bond is complicated, and feelings even more so.

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    I was reading the interaction between Dazai and Verlaine in Stormbringer and thinking- these two are the ones that act like brothers here! so that’s how this fic was born.

    or: dazai visits verlaine a few months after the Flags incident, and they talk.

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