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    I lifted my head and felt the bed dip to my left, my heart stuttering as my vision was engulfed in pitch black darkness- causing me to let out an involuntary whine.

    "Hush." He commanded, his voice slightly softer. "You will feel good this way."

    He finished tying the tie around my head before giving it a slight tug, seemingly finding it good enough.

    My thoughts spiralled into a brutal hurricane.

    'He doesn't want to see me shirtless, he doesn't want to look at my face, he doesn't want me touching him, he doesn't want to kiss me, am I that disgusting?'

    I was pulled from my thoughts at the feeling of hands gently gripping my hips, careful fingers tapping lightly at my waistband.

    "Is okay that I remove these?" Rosanov asked, always the gentlemen for consent.

    I was unsure if he was looking at me, so I muttered out a- "Yes."

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    Shane was sure that his drop in Vegas was the only one that was going to happen.
    Unfortunately for him, he was wrong.

    (TRIGGER WARNING- SEXUAL ASSAULT (not Ilya who does it, I would NEVER.)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    He knew it stung Ilya, people not understanding. It stung him too. Because to Shane, loving Ilya was like breathing and also like standing on solid ground after years of drifting. It flooded him and steadied him at the same time. It hurt, knowing the world reduced them to a rivalry, a strange story, a piece of scandalous gossip when what they had was so much more. He wanted to be by Ilya’s side for everything, the mundane, the bright and the hard. And maybe not everyone who was in love felt like this, so overwhelmed and so steadied all at once. But Shane did. And if love was a contest, well… he is the winner.
    Best couple. Number one. Most epic love story ever.

    Or 4 times Shane told people him and Ilya were practically soulmates and the 1 time the universe told him.

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    03 Feb 2026