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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    When she was born, all dark hair and rosy cheeks and eyes scrunched tightly shut as she cried, Ilya immediately burst into tears.

    Shane and Ilya fill their home, their life, their memories with pictures of these moments. They look back on them over the years.

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    19 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    “No, malyshka. Not sad.” Ilya turns and kisses her palm. “I am happy.” 

    Ilya stills after the words leave his mouth, skin prickling with warmth. He means it, he realizes. 

    He’s spent so much of the last decade convincing himself that he was not sad. But being happy, being happy like this—effortlessly, accidentally, on purpose—is different. Ilya can’t remember the last time he’d thought it and meant it. I am happy.  

    “Ilya?” Shane asks softly. 

    “I’m okay. I—” Ilya sniffs, wipes at his cheeks. It’s all useless when he looks down at Emi again, when he sees himself staring back. His lip trembles. “My mama would have loved her.” 

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    19 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    ilya always thinks his husband is beautiful.

    when they’re curled up together on the couch during the week, with shane’s feet tucked under ilya’s thighs and his glasses on while they make their grocery lists, Ilya thinks he’s beautiful.

    when shane races down the ice on a breakaway, leaving the opposing team behind and netting a slapshot top corner of the goal to score, Ilya also thinks he’s beautiful.

    a sleepy shane that is burrowed under their blankets with just a tuft of black hair sticking out while he looks up at ilya is beautiful.

    shane, flushed and gesturing with his hands and a raised voice as he gets onto Ilya for not getting his socks into the hamper even though he’s told him countless times before, is still beautiful.

    however.

    a flushed shane that’s begging for ilya to fuck him while his eyes go glassy is the most beautiful.

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    19 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Their daughter has become a toddler, and Shane and Ilya are settling into a far more domestic life than the one they knew before.

    It's everything they've ever wanted, and absolutely amazing, but life has a way of bringing old problems back around when you're least expecting it.

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    19 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Hollanov as they navigate raising a daughter.

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    19 Mar 2026