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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    He tells Roger in the locker room, when it's just the two of them again, as the Kids' Day stuff winds down, and Roger - who's learnt to keep his emotions in check so well - pulls on a clean shirt as he thinks. "I'm sorry," he says, finally, dropping onto the bench next to Andy.

    (Andy retirement fic).

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    02 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    "I got the word of the day off dictionary.com (ineffable: incapable of being expressed in words; unspeakable; unutterable; indescribable) and wrote a little something."

    Originally posted here: https://astonish.livejournal.com/150537.html

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    28 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    His whole career pretty much he’s been the one in front, the one being chased. Even when he hasn’t been number one he’s always felt like it; whoever he played, felt he was better, that if he played his game he would win. Jannik had been chasing him too— he’d always believed Jannik was good, that he could be, probably, the best in the world, but Charlie had still felt that he was better. When Jannik beat him he always felt like he could have won if he’d played better, if he’d played his best. That was the belief you had to have, to win.

    It’s the belief he can’t quite find anymore.

    And meanwhile, Jannik has— well. He doesn’t want to feel this stupid jealousy, but he does. In all the time he’d been imagining what it would be like, when Jannik caught him, he had never thought, not really, that he would be left behind. He’d never thought he would be alone with it. But if the only thing they can be to each other is rivals, every time Jannik wins, he loses, zero-sum.

    or: the World Tour Finals, and after. It won't be easy. Carlos and Jannik have never let that stop them.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    26 Feb 2026

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    After the war- a war- every war- two men find their way back to each other. Hundreds of miles away, at Waterloo, Napoleon surrenders.

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    25 Feb 2026