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    Tears pricked at the corner of his eyes, not wanting to approach his partner in fear of whatever the fuck that was happening again. He had too though. Bucky was out cold, and if he awoke with the same feral mentality, how could he ever make it home by himself? Sam couldn't abandon his partner, not after everything. He had to make sure Bucky got home safe, that they turn Bucky back on and turn off whatever this...animal was. It had to be fixable. He had to get Bucky back.

    Sam searched his pockets for anything of use to restrain Bucky, while radioing Torres.

    “Torres, come in.” Sam sniffed, spitting again as he found handcuffs that would have to be adequate for now.

    “Cap? What's wrong? Why do you sound sick?”

    He snapped the metal around Bucky’s wrists, behind his back before moving on to tie his feet.

    “Bucky’s compromised. I need-”

    “What!?”

    “There was some type of gas, he saved me, and I found him, but he must’ve inhaled a fuck ton because he…attacked me.” Close enough, although Sam was essentially unscathed. Would it be duress if he was emotionally but not physically scarred?

     

    Or, Bucky get's exposed to a long lasting 'love' potion. Feelings become harder to hide.

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    09 Apr 2023

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    When it gets like this, Sam has to remind himself why he made the decisions he did. Because he did make those decisions. But god, if they didn’t have consequences…

    Starting with what this is: that steady slide into a week before a heat, when he feels irritable and rough around his edges, and not having Steve, his mate, around means he just has to weather this alone for a couple days. Let him know what’s going on. Ask him to come home, no matter how needy it made him feel.

    (Steve is on the run; his mate Sam lives with his friend Bucky. This is how it gets complicated.)

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    23 Feb 2023

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    Soap and Ghost are a couple. Soap couldn't be happier. He can finally kiss and hug and care for Ghost. He even saw his face and was trusted enough to meet Simon without the mask, without his walls.
    But one problem still stands.
    Ghost can't bear intimacy. He can't get over the rape caused by Roba and his men all those years ago. So they try to find a way for them to be truly together.

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    23 Jan 2023

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    Neteyam snorts quietly, his eyes flickering from under his eyelashes to gaze up at Aonung's face. Startled, Aonung continues. “And I don’t think you’re freaks or anything. I was just saying that because I’m— I was—” He can’t let Neteyam know. Not yet, and probably not ever. “I was afraid Lo’ak would take Tsireya away.”

    It’s only a tiny white lie. Equally embarrassing, infinitely less shameful than the cacophony of feelings that rise up in his chest whenever Neteyam looks at him. Neteyam, the son of Toruk Makto: fearless, aggravating, irresistible.

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    06 Jan 2023

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder. Those three words stared at him from the page, almost angry and writhing. Almost like they were something to be afraid of. He’d read the passage about five times, now, and yeah, it was wordy as hell, but… Fuck, it made sense.

    And he wasn’t sure that he liked it.

    It meant that the Winter Soldier was still in there. Maybe not in the same way, but it still… felt like the Soldier. In some way. That was what scared him.

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