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The thoughts kept crawling. Nicholas's face. The distance he imagined. The disappointment he was sure he caused. The fact that he could barely stand up without feeling like collapsing again.
Tears stung his eyes before he could stop them. He blinked hard, trying to force them back.
Leaders didn't cry alone on the floor. But he wasn't a leader right now, he was just a person who was breaking.The one where a struggling Euijoo spirals into an emotional breakdown, and Nicholas finds him, shattered and alone.
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Keeho’s thumb hovered over his phone screen, forgotten.
God, he thought, he’s the prettiest boy in the world.
And it wasn’t just Jiung that was beautiful. It was the ache that followed.
The sharp, quiet, gut deep kind. The kind that came from watching someone exist and knowing you’d been rearranged by it a long time ago, but pretending otherwise had been easier.
Until now, that is.
The one where Keeho is stupidly in love with Jiung. And keshi happens to be playing in the background while he confesses.
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Theo and Intak find comfort in each other. And they’re in love. And they like to kiss. If that sort of thing matters.
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There’s something so sweet about the way that Intak’s eyes, wide with anticipation, scan around for any blondes in his immediate vision. They’re so bright—Taeyang can see them so clearly even from where he’s standing. So he does the first thing his mind comes up with.
He runs to him.
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Taeyang gets to meet his long-distance boyfriend face-to-face for the first time.
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25 Jan 2026
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It seems Hyunjin registers immediately that Jisung’s blood flow has redirected to one critical spot, for his eyes widen momentarily. “Already?” he mumbles, sliding a hand up his cheek. “You want me that bad?”
He nods eagerly. Yes. Yes, he does. Is it embarrassing? God, Jisung hopes not, because he stands no chance of holding any feelings back, here. He feels weirdly vulnerable, even though Hyunjin is the one who’s half-naked and crawling all over him.
Oh, he realizes distantly. This is a lap dance? He’s giving Jisung a lap dance? In front of the smattering of old men who go to a strip club on a Tuesday?
Or: Jisung isn't quite sure what Hyunjin means when he says he's a dancer.
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11 Jan 2026
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Jisung likes to fall asleep on Felix's shoulder.
It's a simple fact of life, a lot simpler than the racing heart and desperate longing Felix has to hide every time it happens.
But when an onstage accident between Felix and Jisung forces all sorts of feelings into the open, he realises that the solution may be a lot simpler than he ever realised.
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11 Jan 2026
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He doesn’t have anything to distract him from the thoughts racing through his head. Everyone is asleep and he doesn’t want to wake them up so he tiptoes out of the room and into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. All he knows is that he really, really needs a friend right now, so he calls the only person he knows will be up at this hour.
OR, Hyunjin needs help dealing with feels and Chan has phone sex with him.
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10 Jan 2026
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“I think the kids might be a little… you know… scared of him.”
Fuma raised an eyebrow. “Which ones?”
Euijoo froze. “...I’m sorry?”
“Which kids do you think are scared of Nicholas? Did any of them mention something to you?”
“It’s not that they mentioned anything per se.”
“Are any of them acting differently around him?”
“Well… no.”
Fuma blinked a few times, waiting for Euijoo to elaborate or offer up some sort of actual explanation then. He didn’t – just stood there with his arms crossed too tightly across his chest to be casual, one of his hike-worn sneakers thumping an offbeat rhythm against the wooden floor.
Fuma’s eyebrows pulled together slowly. “Then I don’t follow.”
“Fine, it’s me, okay? He scares me.”
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Wherein Euijoo is a camp counselor tasked with training one of the new hires – a guy with sleepy eyes and a perpetual i’ll-kill-you stare.
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10 Jan 2026