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    Like a switch had been flipped, he was instantly reminded of the dry summer heat of a 2009 July afternoon, scampering around the village with a handful of other kids, stomping on shoelaces in hopes of making someone trip. Melted ice cream and losing games, screaming underwater and chasing one another in the pitch black hours of the night. Dried scabs and clumsy band-aid jobs, clammy fingers gripped tight onto the backs of each other’s t-shirts on the way back home, don’t look behind you, don’t look behind-

    Jay swallowed, thick and hard. How could he have forgotten?

    “Kim Sunoo,” He spoke at last, winced a bit at how strained his words came out. “It’s nice to see you again.”

    (Jay visits his grandparent’s village for the summer, and Kim Sunoo from the lakeside convenience store has grown. Cue the mental decline.)

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    04 May 2022

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    Because these were the things worth remembering, Jay understood, then.

    These were the things that melded together, memories stolen from his past and remolded into the present, gentle reprises of time’s generosity.

    Because, absurdly enough, these were the things that would have a way of coming back around.

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    In his own moments over the years, he’s tasted it over and over on his tongue, the desire to say it, to scream it, to show how much I love you, Jayce, I love you I love you-

    But something always held him back. And now, it’s too late.

    And, all he could do was feel this agony he’d created.

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    04 May 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    “So you were upset because of that,” Jay breathes at last, almost accusatory.

    So you were upset because of that,” Sunoo mocks, skin going hot. He tightens his grip around Jay’s scalp, drags him forward to snap into his ear. “Stop acting stupid, hyung.”

    (So maybe Sunoo does have a bit of an issue with Jay sucking Sunghoon off.)

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    01 Jan 2022

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  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    The interviewer chuckles politely along, leaning forward on her knees as she directs her follow-up question at Jungwon. “That’s sort of a testament to your maturity, isn’t it?” She marvels. “Still, you’re so young, your hyungs probably worry about your safety.” 

    A short silence falls over them, and Jungwon hesitates.

    or: Jungwon practices alone from time to time, late in the evening when the HYBE hallways are cold and empty. Jay's the only member who never asks him if he wants company.

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    10 Dec 2021

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    canon complaint jaywon, beauty

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    Donghyuck’s body responds to Mark’s touch with ultrahuman sensitivity, coming to life beneath Mark’s fingertips as Mark’s skilful fingers dance expertly over it, playing him like a piano. Mark knows exactly how to touch to make Donghyuck’s blood sing, how to blaze a symphony over his skin.

    Mark thinks of the journey over the years to here and now, Donghyuck sitting beside him, himself but at the same time not, warm nonetheless. And maybe, all along, this warmth was all that mattered.

    Or: Mark, a scientist, builds an android in the image of his ex-lover, and they fall in love. They fall in love, and Donghyuck becomes real and human.

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    20 Nov 2021