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    This is 1/2 part of what I'm working on. It's kind of a haters to lovers type vibe, so there will be more of a slow burn angsty tension rather than straight up smut :)

    A self destructive drug addict with a traumatic past meets a somewhat patient federal agent... So, there will be a lot of substance usage in this story.. And it'll probably be somewhat toxic because I'm definitely not promoting substance abuse.

    Y/N is a total mess. After surviving an abusive relationship with the son of a mob boss who made her do some horrible things, she's been stuck in a downward spiral of anger, guilt, and self-destruction. Losing her dad a few days after her escape only made herangrier. She's selfish and a coward, always trying to protect herself. (Spoiler alert: she's not great at lying, but she keeps trying anyway.)

    Also, I have a literal spotify playlist since ALMOST every chapter title is a song. Linking it at the end notes..

     

    **Trigger Warnings**
    Substance Abuse: alcohol, lots of drugs.
    Domestic Abuse: Mentions of Y/N's toxic and abusive relationship.
    Violence
    Very subtle sexual harassment moments

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    126,240
    Chapters:
    69/69
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    30
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    15 Aug 2026