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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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03 Nov 2025
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"I bet you're just as loud in bed."
Zhang Hao has always been in a race against time. As the clock ticks, he isn't sure when 'time' changed to Sung Hanbin.
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12 Oct 2025
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In the Mood for Love 2000⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
tbh I only watched this bcos my psych prof assigned this director's films to me but u gotta be kidding me. all that just for them NOT to kiss? fucking cowards REAL YEARNERS WOULDVE MADE OUT RIGHT THEN AND THEREzhao the good witch commented on your review:
I know we're strangers and this is kind of out of pocket but respectfully, how fucking stupid are you?(Or: the one where film major Zhang Hao is having trouble writing his next film and psych major Sung Hanbin needs to write a paper on Wong Kar Wai movies so he goes on Letterboxd to steal ideas from the reviews of random cinephiles but instead finds himself fighting with the Hottest Twink Alive™️)
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06 Sep 2025
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“What are you doing here?”
How is he supposed to explain this? That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.
He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.
He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.
“I’m coming to find you.”
Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.
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04 Sep 2025
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White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.
It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.
It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.
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02 Sep 2025