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    Post-Finale. Belly and Conrad try to make sense of the last 24 hours while on a poorly-planned train ride to Brussels. After the mania? The inevitable comedown, and the cold reality of navigating their ongoing intimacy issues in a new city, with the stress of mundane life crowding in.

    Luckily, they're both too stubborn to give up without a fight.

    Angst, smut, and lots of emotional processing.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    Every time Conrad Fisher has sex, he thinks about Isabel Conklin, and he probably always will.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    “You can’t love me,” she tells him miserably. “It’s too much, you can’t love me."

    “If it was that easy, Belly, I would have stopped a long time ago,” he says, barely audible over the wind.

    “How long are we going to keep doing this?” Her voice sounds small, fearful.

    “I think that’s up to you this time.”

     

    conrad’s beach confession goes a little differently

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    04 Sep 2025

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    After the ordeal with tending to Conrad's wounds, she can't get him out of her head. With Jeremiah in Boston, she finds herself falling back into old patterns with Conrad—the boy she swore she had let go of. But late-night kitchens, too much salt on fries, and one look from him is enough to unravel everything she thought she wanted. Desire and guilt collide in stolen moments that blur the line between comfort and betrayal, leaving Belly questioning not just her engagement, but who she is when she’s with him.

    As the days slip by, Belly finds herself torn between two versions of herself: Jeremiah’s safe, steady partner, ready to take care of all his needs, and Conrad’s princess—the girl who craves his salt-dusted fries, his dominance, his care, his everything. Guilt festers alongside longing, and every secret moment brings her closer to a truth she isn’t ready to face: she can’t stop choosing him, even when it destroys her.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Conrad knows their moms are downstairs now, making black eyed peas like his mom does every New Year’s Day. He knows that Steven and Jeremiah are three rooms over playing video games. He knows his condoms are down the hall in his bedroom and that there’s no way he can make it there and back completely undetected. He knows they’ve only done this twice before—and does it even count as twice if it was all on the same night?—and that this isn’t how he wanted their next time to go. At the very least, he hoped he could get her to a bed. But oh, does he want her again.

    (Conrad and Belly have a history with the couch in the Fishers' rec room, and it's not just that she found him there the day of the funeral.)

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    04 Sep 2025