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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Erik listens to the ragged rattle of his breaths as he stares down at the murky puddle of mud before him. You won, he tells himself, then again when his body offers only a yawning pit where his heart would be. You won. An ache so encompassing he feels hollowed out.
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    He shouts again, finally reaching for his sword where it still stood in the dirt. He tries to suck in another breath as he grips the sword guard on either side of the blade. His arms ache as he lifts the weight of the sword up until he can rest the tip of it against the hollow of his throat. He kneels and can barely feel the bite of the blade over the pounding in his head, the roaring sound of blood in his ears, and the heavy thud of his heart. Even if he didn’t cut through it, he’d hit something else important.
    “Fucking whoreson,” he whimpers, arms quivering in exertion as they kept the sword raised. “Do it.”

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    a retelling of the endgame segment from Erik's perspective

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    09 Dec 2025

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    "Are you cold?" Henry asked.

    Without armor, in hose and gambeson, he was still an imposing figure: tall and broad, hands stained with dirt and blood, jaw stubbornly stiff. His bare feet were a shock of white in the dirt. He held his helm with both hands, embracing the metal into his belly. His hair was damp with sweat. There was another string of bruises on his throat, shaped like two wide thumbs.

    Hans looked away. The tunic around Henry's knee had darkened. Blood was trickling into the dirt.

    Hans kills a man, prepares for a wedding, and tries to do at least one thing right.

    (Or: five times Hans and Henry didn't share a bed, and one time they did.)

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    04 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    “You’ve still got it in you, I think. That roughness.”

    “You’ve filed it down.”

     

    Down, heel, stay. Wild violence, fearful tolerance, trusting loyalty. With three commands, through three stages of domestication, Erik and Henry fall in love with their masters.

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    12 Nov 2025

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    After the noose, something changes.

    “Jesus,” Hans says, incredulity finally snapping his control in two, “what has gotten into you?”

    Henry’s head jerks back. “What?”

    “You!” Hans says, waving his hands as if to encompass all of Henry. “Why are you being so...” Hans clicks his teeth together. The words jumble and flutter in his head: subservient, obedient, coolheaded, patient, forgiving, why did you stick around even when I told you to go?

    “Kind,” Hans finally settles on, weakly.

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    08 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    Henry hated how his mouth was suddenly dry, “Torture, Sir?”

    Radzig cast a sharp eye over him. “I know it’s distasteful, but it can’t be helped. This is too important.”


    Henry never told his father about what happened to him deep in the bowels of the Trosky dungeons. Past is past, and airing it out only ever brings heartache.

    He avoids torture, he avoids dungeons, he avoids anything that makes him feel like he's back there.

    It works, until a bandit is captured, and Radzig expects Henry to be the one to interrogate him.

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    08 Nov 2025