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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Vigilante.

    Kai would prefer the term "delivery man". Vigilante. sounds too... savage.

    And Kai was not a savage. He was someone who was good at hunting people down and giving them a taste of their own medicine. Quite simple really was his job. Until it wasn't.

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    07 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    After all, the only thing Taehyun wanted was an answer, a hint, a sign, that leaving his hometown to attend college wasn’t the right decision, that there was something (or someone) that was worth throwing away all the plans he had originally made for his future.

    (Maybe Taehyun wanted to be illogical for once. Maybe he wanted to believe in ghosts, spirits, superstitions, and in the idea that there was a metaphysical force above his head that could influence him in his choices. Maybe he wanted to follow his heart, too. But just maybe.)

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    07 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Estou me encontrando com ele quase todos os dias, e isto definitivamente não é algo bom. Um sentimento maravilhoso toma conta do meu corpo e mente quando estou ao seu lado, como se todos os meus problemas deixassem de existir e só restassem apenas paz, alegria e um pouquinho de culpa.

    Eu sei, encontrá-lo deveria ser algo maravilhoso, porém tenho medo e insegurança quanto ao que está acontecendo. Nunca me senti assim antes, e sensações novas - especialmente boas - me assustam. Tudo que acontece de bom comigo tende a tornar-se ruim em algum momento. Pode parecer paranoia, mas Beomgyu era uma das únicas coisas boas na minha vida e agora aparentemente não é mais.

    Quando ele descobrir como eu vivo e de onde venho, vai querer se afastar de mim. Não tenho dúvidas quanto a isto. Portanto, decidi que vai ser eu quem vai se afastar primeiro.

    Mas como se eu me apeguei tanto a ele?

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    07 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    It was just a back hug for one minute.

    How bad could it be?

    During a fanlive, Taehyun chooses Huening Kai to hug him from behind for a whole minute not knowing it would make his feelings for the other increase by a tenfold.

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    26 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    “you wanna know what's funny about this? about you ignoring me, about you being mad at me?” kai begins to interrupt, going to correct him that he's not mad at taehyun, but he continues. “i've been fucking so many people because of you.”

    “what?”

    “i have so many thoughts about you, kai. i think about you everyday all day, so i try to convince myself that if i find new people to admire, i won't think about you. which is dumb, anyway, because even when they're fucking me i think about you. i think about what it would be like if it were you.”

    kai is shocked to say the least. he's speechless, so he stays quiet.

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    15 Jan 2026