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When the housewarden finally finished the whole plate, shame was quick on taking over him. He could feel the weight of the cake filling his stomach, and Azul felt a mix of disgust, embarassment and hatred flowing through his heart.
He ate it all, and it wasn't pleasant as he thought it would be—he didn't even try to pay enough attention—he was just eating like he was forced to. Now, he would gain all the weight back to something he didn't even enjoy at all. It wasn't worth the rising number on the scale.
He shouldn't keep it inside. Not worth it.
Where Azul decides to eat cake on his birthday and ends up relapsing in a well-known habit of his, but doesn't expect Jade and Floyd to go and stop him.
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Kalim! Why are you doing this to yourself?” He said, an angry tone he didn’t notice he was using due to the gravity of the situation that still left some adrenaline rushing inside his veins. “You have everything you want, so why are you—"
Kalim didn’t even let him finish his lecture before moving his hands to the collar of Jamil’s sweater, pushing him to his direction untill they were standing on the same height, noses touching while both frightened scarlet and gray eyes stared at each other, so close they could feel the warmth of each other shaky bodies.
“Kill me, Jamil! KILL ME!!” He growled, shaking Jamil by the collar of his clothes back and forth. “Make this easier for you! Isn’t that what you want?! I know it is!”
Where Kalim and Jamil finally talk after the overblot, but not in the way they expected it to happen.
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Cater has a carefully built mask to keep in front of the others, swallowing everything with friendly smiles and a cheerful tone. But what happens when this mask break, and he's found in one of his most fragile moments?
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Azul hates his past—he hates how the voices of his childhood are louder than anything else, and how they let them disturb every aspect of his life. Finding himself spiraling over his weight again, he desperately finds multiple ways to lose it quickly. Jade and Floyd want to guide him out of it.