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“How did you get home from the hospital?”
“Took an uber.”
“Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”
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The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.
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darling, do you think that if I talk enough, I will make you wanna be mine by Elgney
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“You know what they say,” Buck replied. “The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Isn’t that right, Eddie?”
Bobby looked up, then, glancing back and forth between the two of them—Buck, giving Eddie his best lovesick puppy dog eyes, Eddie ignoring him. “What’s going on here?” he asked.
“Oh, we’d need several psychologists to unpack that,” said Hen. “Maybe an anthropologist, too.”
Next to her, Ravi grimaced and explained, “I said something stupid earlier, and now Buck has been flirting with Eddie all day, to drive us insane.”
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Buck starts flirting with Eddie. As a joke, obviously.
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Eddie’s ready to retract his previous statement. He now fully understands the hype of blowjobs, even more so as Buck verbalised intangible words, sending vibrations through him, arms encasing him enough that even thrusting was an effort to do. Buck seemed to appreciate the help though.
He swore he only closed his eyes for a moment, looking up at the light above them, but when he opened them again, it was dark. No longer was he looking at the loft’s far up ceiling, but instead his own bedroom’s one.
He didn’t shoot awake with a gasp, in fact he was silent, lying in his own disgust while his sheets were tangled around his hips, sticky and damp. The phantom sensation of Buck’s hands pressing into his lower back lingered even though it technically wasn’t even there in the first place. He groaned, scrubbing a hand over his face.
— (where eddie diaz keeps having wet dreams of his best friend)
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- Part 10 of my answer is you (buddie fics)
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09 Jan 2026
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Buck’s jaw clenches. “This isn’t you.”
Eddie’s smile turns mean, borderline unrecognizable even to himself. Buck is right, this isn’t him. It doesn’t even sound like his voice. But he’s exhausted. He’s hurt. And he’s done pretending there’s a way out of this that doesn’t involve blood in the water—they’re too far gone for that.
This wasn’t the plan, but he doesn’t pull back from the fight. He doubles down, clinging to the belief that devastation is better than emptiness, that being hated is better than being erased.
“Funny,” Eddie says softly. “Is that what you tell yourself when you fuck anyone who’ll have you? That it doesn’t mean anything? That it’s easier than admitting you’re trying not to think about me?”
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Eddie figures his shit out. Eventually.
An Eddie Diaz character study, if you will.Series
- Part 2 of a coward's first taste of courage
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08 Jan 2026
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waiting room, no place to stand – his greatest fears and wringing hands and the loudest silence.
or, everything goes wrong at a left-hand turn.Bookmarked by randomuserbcimstupid
23 Dec 2025