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“Oh Reki, don’t apologize.. you don’t need to apologize. Just-.. what happened?” Langa pulled away, looking into Reki’s eyes with a frown.
This wasn’t supposed to happen, this was never supposed to happen. He wasn’t supposed to find out, he wasn’t supposed to see. Reki’s eyes flickered to the ground, “I-I.. I don’t know.”
Langa sighed, “Please let me help you. I can’t help you if I don’t know what’s happening Reki.. I need to clean you up.” Langa looked at Reki’s wrist, covered in wet crimson blood. His yellow hoodie making it very noticeable, Langa grimaced. He didn’t like blood much, Reki remembered.
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Reki Kyan relapsed. -
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While Reki was fixing small things on the custom board, he saw a small rectangular object in the corner of his eye. He raised his eyebrow, what’s that doing there?
He turned to walk over to it, curiosity filling up his brain. Only to be met with a small razor blade. The sight brought him back to middle school, back when his old friend moved away. Reki had blamed himself for not stopping him from racing that night, for not knowing what would’ve happened.
His eyes darkened as he grabbed the small object, walking back to his workplace without looking away from it. The blade felt cold and heavy in his hands, like he wasn’t meant to find it.
He sat down with trembling legs, fuck. He really shouldn’t do it. But the urge is too strong. He was doing so good up until now, he wasn’t even thinking about doing it. So was he acting like this now?
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Reki relapses after being clean for a long time, Langa helps him through it.
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Langa carefully took ahold of Reki’s arm, holding it like he could shatter by the touch.
His brows furrowed as he scanned Reki’s arm.
“Reki… Wh-.. what happened?” Langa softly asked, his voice betraying him in the middle of his sentence.
Reki’s eyes filled with tears, “I didn’t want you to-to know.. I-I’m sorry Langa I really am..” His tears streaming down his face, his breath becoming ragged and fast.
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“Reki?”
Reki slowly looks up, he sees blue eyes peaking into his room. Then they slowly move to look at his bleeding arm.
The silence is way to loud for Reki’s liking.
Langa slowly shuts the door behind him and walks over to Reki, walking as if Reki was a feral cat who’s ready to bite.
“R-reki.. why? why did you.. did you do this to yourself?”