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    'Hikaru' runs a thumb over Yoshiki's lips, and he jitters, skin jumping minusculely as if the touch is foreign. And maybe it is—the slide of something inhuman, warbling, splitting, crystallized into a goopy substance, cramped and shoved harshly beneath the folds of his skin. The feeling of something that seeps through the thin barrier between human and monster.

     

    "Ease up a little…" 'Hikaru' murmurs, edging his chin down, "I'll try'n be quick."

     

    And then 'Hikaru's' lips are on his… 

     

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    'Hikaru' gives Yoshiki "CPR" (if u can even call it that) after the bath scene, and it leads to 'Hikaru' asking about kissing….and to something else, something that they definitely shouldn't be doing.

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    04 Oct 2025

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    04 Oct 2025

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    ola we Lo leeré

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    Alfred needs money. He works in an obscure Russian restaurant, lives in a shitty apartment with his ex, and rent is on the rise. He thinks he’s found the perfect gig—Until his side job draws the attention of some of Manhattan’s less savory characters. He grows close to one, a mob boss referred to as the “Old Bear.” Ivan Braginsky may offer protection, and even a way to make quick cash. Then again, he could also prove the least savory of them all.
    "Drawing Dead is when a player has absolutely no chance to win a hand, no matter what card is dealt next."
    Human Mafia AU; Rusame focus, with references to past USUK.

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    17 Jul 2025

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    mafia rusame very good

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    In the midst of the Cold War, America's soulmate leaves their marks on his neck.

    Russia's soulmate leaves their soul marks wrapped around his wrists.

    This is a problem of catastrophic proportions.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    this looks so peak

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    Feliciano Vargas, 19 years old, finds himself being sent to Norway to attend a school for gifted adults after previously being a school dropout.
    At first it seems to go well, as Feliciano quickly befriends his roommate - the quiet but kind student Kiku Honda.

    However, his school life quickly takes for a turn the moment he learns about the man who will be their homeroom teacher - the infamous Ludwig Beilschmidt, known for his strict and cold demeanor.

    Completed!

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    21 Jul 2025