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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    "I thought we were using condoms since you weren't on the pill."

    Mu Qing rolls his eyes, a familiar flicker of disdain. "I started it last week. Does that matter to you?"

    "No." Feng Xin lies, and drops to his knees.

    He knows he can't ask Mu Qing to be exclusive; their relationship, if he can call it that, is just a series of long arguments occasionally interrupted by random hookups. He still has no idea what Mu Qing does for work, but he's at the courthouse often enough to be an infuriating presence in Feng Xin's professional routine. They trade glares and start petty fights during the day, only to rehash the same arguments again after hours.

    Starting birth control seems like a significant step for a hookup, and the thought that Mu Qing might be doing it for anyone else — some newer, more stable partner — sent a bolt of possessiveness through Feng Xin. Hands holding tight enough to bruise, he traces the salt of the sweat on Mu Qing’s skin with his tongue, on his way to bite a ladder of marks up the inside of his thighs.

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    28 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “You’re wonderful,” Feng Xin whispers against his knuckles. “You’re perfect.”

    Mu Qing wants to believe him. He wants to believe in him so much.

    Mu Qing thinks. And sometimes, life still makes choices for him.

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    29 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Feng Xin and his starkiller grin barrel into his periphery. “And what about me?”

    Mu Qing hums, senselessly giddy. “What about you?” he says, and means, I will know you for as long as this earth spins. I will know you until the sun sleeps. I will know you even if you choose to forget me. I will know you as the soul knows life and the flower knows death and the heart knows emptiness. I will know you as love knows you.

    (Or, coming home.)

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    28 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    “Okay,” says Taxian-jun, after a moment. “My turn. Anything you want to know?”

    A million things, Chu Wanning thinks. The organization’s purpose. The reason behind the officer killings. Their list of important contacts: the weapons supplier, money launderer, messengers, new recruits.

    “Your name,” Chu Wanning says.

    Undercover police officer Chu Wanning tries to pry secrets out of mob boss, Taxian-jun.

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    13 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    When Mo Ran sits up again, some of the tension in his jaw has eased. “Could you—” He hesitates. His jaw tightens again. “Did you feel it?”

    It?

    CH-L4N takes a moment to understand that Mo Ran is referring to the pain. The decision to lie about the nerve endings he had forgotten to shut down when the blade gouged him is simple binary: “No.”

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    10 Nov 2025