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    Takao asks Midorima for help improving his game.

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    01 May 2026

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    Just the thing to read when life squeezes you like a lemon

  2. Rec 17

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    This is a fic in which Kise declares his love and gets rejected. No more, no less.

    Once upon a time, a friend told you that he knew exactly how he would dispose of a body after murder. One day you will stop equating love with dead bodies. But today is not that day. This is Kise's story. With little experience, he probably thinks of his love as a great light suddenly flooding in, or a color he has seen all his life the wrong way, or a precious weight he didn't realize he was carrying and now cannot drop, or that movie moment when a montage plays across the screen and you realize, it was him all this time. It was him all along.

    You, on the other hand, think of his love as an exquisite corpse, one he started by himself and now must complete by himself. It is easy to finish off a thing that never bloomed, like hiding the body of a person you never knew. Love is like digging a hole in your heart, one that can fit a person. You can fill it with dirt, or with a body. It doesn't have to be the body you had in mind when you dug it. Just enough that it's the right shape. One way or another, we cover the hole back up. Then we go right back with a shovel, and dig again.

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    14 Apr 2026

  3. Rec 6

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    What kind of man did you have to be to miss a war?

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    12 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    He was careless with his body, careless with his life, and for Hijikata, whose heavily regimented world always fell helplessly apart in the face of Edo’s frenzied excess, it was endlessly frustrating and appealing. He longed for it, longed for him, missed the way he dragged him down into the filth of the city with him, missed how much he loved the mess of the place.

  4. Rec 51

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    this is the list of things you leave me with

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hello, my friend was blasting from the store’s front speakers and you had your brows crossed like something was worrying you. And back then, when I could reach you, I asked you what’s wrong? You said I think I might love you, and I felt the universe working in my favor for once, and my voice trembled a bit when I asked you, you think or you do? You shook your head, hair spilling out of your bun, and looked me in the eyes and told me No, I know. I know I love you. I know I want to be with you.

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    In which Kise buys an apartment, everyone tries to move in, the Generation of Miracles grow up (or fail to grow up, as it happens), and existential quarter-life crises occur.

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    27 Nov 2025