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[Podfic] must’ve been a deadly kiss (only love can hurt like this) by saryasy for livingincolors
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
23 Jul 2023
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Sam imagined wedding planning was already stressful enough without fighting bad guys on a regular basis.
As it was, Sam was Captain America, and he had a job to do.
He also had a very disgruntled fiancé who followed him wherever he went.
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Podfic for sounds like forever by saryasy
"No, he doesn't remember falling. He just remembers looking at his best friend one evening, cooping up a sleeping Christopher into his arms, murmuring ‘I got this’ to a half-asleep Eddie who'd made to carry his own son instead. He'd watched as Buck walked quiet but confident steps to Christopher's room, depositing him in bed with a whispered ‘goodnight’, and thought, in his sleepy haze, I love him.
The thought didn't startle him. It didn't jolt him awake or turn his world upside down - it wasn't the first time he'd thought it after all. It was, however, the first time he'd wondered whether it was really still platonic, if ever at all.
He found he didn't care anyway."
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16 Oct 2025
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Eddie’s in El Paso longing and lonely, desperate for reconnection and renewed purpose. Then Buck connects a Puppy Cam to the WiFi network at 4995 South Bedford Street and Eddie, as primary account holder, gets a ping on his phone. And maybe he starts obsessively watching Buck in his home. Just a little.
Or: Unhinged (gay) Eddie + spycam + #LetBuckFuck era with a bit of Eddie having sex in the club (while dropping E) and the confrontation with his parents and moving back to LA resolution pre-Bobby death that we all deserved.
But, really, it's an Eddie Character Study (with porn). Also Eddie gets a cat. ᓚᘏᗢ
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- Part 2 of ghost stories
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02 Sep 2025
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this house is a haunting
by buckupbuttercupfeaturing, cat evan, human evan², eddie's gay joy <3
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Observation. Buck is so anticipatory of Eddie’s needs, so beholden to his wants, that it is no longer a conscious function of his brain. This is a problem, because Eddie has expressed a desire to be denied. And as of right now, to Buck’s brain, that simply does not compute.
Question. Is there hope for Buck to deconstruct his own conditioning enough to return these functions to his more cognizant brain?
Hypothesis. Maybe, if Buck practices denying Eddie the little things he wants, he can take these honed skills and apply them. And maybe then, he'll be able to get Eddie to that place where he really wants to go.
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or: Evan Buckley attempts to edge his boyfriend, with varying levels of success.
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26 Jun 2025
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but not too far by jaekyu
or: Evan Buckley attempts to edge his boyfriend, with varying levels of success.
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so make the best of this test (and don't ask why) by teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Feb 2025
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“So we’re into dudes now?”
Eddie tries not to let the amusement show on his face as he watches this weird version of Buck size him up. It’s reminiscent of their first meeting. Buck had acted like a complete idiot (he’d thought it was because he was threatened, but years later Buck will now finally admit it was because he wanted to fuck Eddie so bad it made him stupid). He’s got that same bratty look and attitude now.
“We’ve always been into guys, you just haven’t realized it yet.” Buck (3.0? Or is it 4.0 now?) says. Eddie’s not sure what model they’ve upgraded to at this point, but that doesn’t matter. His Buck, current-Buck, husband-Buck is speaking.
“Are you gay?” 1.0—that’s what Eddie’s taken to calling him in his mind—asks, a disgruntled look on his face. He’s actually quite cute. Smaller and leaner than the Buck Eddie first met when he started at the 118, he kind of reminds Eddie of a puppy. “Because I’m sure I don’t have to tell you this,” he waggles his eyebrows obnoxiously. “I really like women.”
“Bi.” Buck (husband-Buck) corrects, he’s got his arms crossed over his chest, defensive.
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Buck 1.0 time travels to a future where he and Eddie are married—everyone is handling it well.
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- Part 1 of time-travel
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07 May 2025
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I’ll always be a bridesmaid (and I’ll never take one home) by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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“I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”
Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.
He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.
Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.
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21 Apr 2025
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I’ll always be a bridesmaid (and I’ll never take one home) by paleredheadinascifi
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“I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”
Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.
He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.