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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    Dan is 32, working as a paralegal while still in school to become a lawyer, and closeted. On a trip to Vegas, he gets incredibly drunk and blacks out, not remembering much other than a blond man and Elvis. A month goes by, and in the mail arrives the surprise of his life.

    A marriage certificate. Signed by Dan.

    And Phil.

    His ex boyfriend from over a decade ago.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    Phil didn’t intend to start making porn.

    Okay, well, technically he was just editing porn, and not really making it himself, but those little details don’t really matter when you try and tell someone what you’re doing with your summer.

    On his first day on the job, they make him come to the studio.

    He meets Dan.

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    19 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    The room is not big, but it's not small either. It doesn't look much like an office except for the crammed in desks and typewriters. The floor is wood, stained dark. Light streams in through a barely-open window, lending all of the brown a forgiving sheen of gold. The rain must have stopped.

    Several of the desks are overfilled with knick-knacks and books, definitely not in a suitable state to work at. Behind one of these, a man sits with his feet on top of the table and its contents, ankles crossed. If Eddie had to make a guess he'd say he's around Eddie's own age. White, with dark hair. He's wearing glasses.

    Bingo. This is his man.

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    August, 1958. Eddie Kaspbrak gets a new job.

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    10 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Phil writes songs that save people.
    He just doesn’t know how to save himself.

    Or: A rockstar meets a record store owner, and it almost feels like fate. Until it doesn’t. But then it does. And then it doesn't again. And then-

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    11 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Dan Howell’s summer is no different from any other, except for the fact that he’s due to start university at the end of it. With only two weeks left, he’s found himself on the precipice of a depressive episode. He’s following his passion in music, something he’s ached to do since forever, and yet there is still so much missing from his life.

    Phil Lester just so happens to suck at one particular boss of a video game, and needs whatever help he can get. So, he does what he’s never done before: he sends an unsolicited message to a complete stranger online in the hopes of receiving the advice he’s looking for.

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    28 Jul 2025