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    Truth be told, Dazai made no effort to contradict Fukuzawa when he delivered the envelope with the details of this mission with a little sticky note, clearly in Mori’s handwriting, stating that he’d have to cooperate with the man Dazai vowed to kill at the ripe age of fifteen and has a track record of seven years of absolute failure. Not that Dazai has ever tried hard enough to get closer to his goal, though—not that he’s actually tried at all, for that matter.

    Or: Five times Dazai fumbled an opportunity to confess his feelings, and one time he does something about it.

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    "I meant everything I said, you know," Dazai tells him.

    Chuuya glowers and resists the temptation to bite down on the bastard's hand.

    "Shut up," he spits, as best he can with Dazai's fingers propping his mouth open. "I don't wanna hear any bullshit from you."

    Unfortunately, his words come out garbled, and a dribble of spit flies past his lips and lands somewhere amongst the bloodstains on Dazai's jumpsuit. A smile quirks at the man's lips, too fond looking for Chuuya's liking, and he growls in warning, irritated.
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    Chuuya and Dazai have a discussion about their relationship on the helicopter back from Meursault.

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    30 Oct 2023

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    “Chuuya, what—?”

    Chuuya grasps at Dazai’s bolo tie, fingers shaking and cheeks turning paler by the minute.

    “I had nowhere else to go.”

    Or: Shot during a mission, Chuuya crawls to the only person he trusts — his traitor ex-partner.
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    18 Sep 2023

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    There's a certain kind of loneliness in the act of killing the other half of your soul.

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    03 Aug 2023

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    "I'm used to your stupid tricks, Osamu" Chuuya had said, Saturday morning made of sounds coming from the TV they had left on in the background, washing dishes that had been abandoned for too long in the sink and dry, warm light soaking their living room.
    "You're not," Dazai replied, his eyebrows now in a frown.
    "I am," he insisted. He let his hand reach for soft brown hair, tucking rebellious strands behind his boyfriend’s ear.
    "No"
    "Yes"
    The man suddenly turned his face towards him, pressing his cheek against the palm of his hand “Bet?”

    inspired by @skkheadcanons on tiktok

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    31 Jul 2023