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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    “What the fuck is my life?” Dan burst into laughter, wiping tears from his eyes. “Why did I find that hot?”

    Phil was too busy recovering from what was probably one of the top 5 weirdest orgasms of his life to answer.

    or, 3 scenes of Dan and Phil matching each other’s freak

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    24 Apr 2026

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    There is something so glaringly not Buck about the scene in front of him. That knot of dread becomes a boulder, plunging into Eddie’s gut and nearly knocking the wind out of him.

    “Hey, Chris, wait here a second, would you?” Eddie’s already crossing the threshold.

    “But, it’s just Buck-”

    “Chris,” Eddie turns around, scrambling to collect the worries that are slipping through his internal defenses like a sieve. He meets Christopher’s gaze, his son no longer a boy but a young man. He doesn’t ask or demand. He begs. “Please. Please just wait.”

    It’s probably fine. All a misunderstanding. Eddie is jumping to conclusions. Even at his worst, Buck would never—but if Eddie’s worries are well-founded, he would never forgive himself for letting Chris see what’s inside that house.

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    Or, Eddie uses his key to Buck's house and finds himself in a situation that is all too familiar, only this time he's on the other side of the door. Meanwhile Buck struggles to cope with eight years of love and loss, oh, and that whole kidnapping thing.

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    24 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    Eddie’s eyes are dark, his pupils huge. His mouth drops open a little as Buck comes closer; his chest rises with deeper breaths. He slumps lower, extending an arm out towards Buck, beckoning him.

    “You’ve been staring,” Eddie says. He’s not accusing. Christ he’s beautiful.

    “I’ve been staring,” Buck agrees. What’s the point in lying now? He slides off the couch and onto his knees on the floor between Eddie’s spread legs.

    Eddie inhales sharply, making room for Buck’s body. “I’ve been trying to give you space.”

    Buck frowns. “Me?”

    or: Buck's staring problem becomes the rest of his life

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    23 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    "Buck?" Eddie pauses, hovering over him. "Something the matter?"

    "I -" Buck cuts himself off and sucks in a shuddering little breath. "I need to pee."

    Warmth blooms in the pit of Eddie's stomach, creeping up his neck and spreading into his face.

    "Oh yeah?" Eddie asks, repositioning his weight to put even more pressure on Buck, pushing him down more firmly into the mattress. "Think you can hold it?"

    Or, the one where Eddie fucks Buck so hard he pisses the bed

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    23 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Buck: send me a photo of yourself
    right now

    The response comes within seconds. Buck nearly chokes waiting.

    Eddie: Why?

    Buck: me and tommy are about to hook up, and i can’t get it up

    He feels like he’s dying. What the fuck is he doing? Texting one man while another is lying in his bed waiting for him? He’s going to hell.

    Eddie: And you need a photo of me because?

    Great question. It’s a really great question. Buck doesn’t want to kill himself at all.

    Or; Buck texts Eddie asking for a photo while trying to hook-up with Tommy. Eddie complies. Buck has many revelations.

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    23 Apr 2026