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    Ellie has a recurring nightmare.

    In it, the world is blue-black with shadow. A figure swings down with something blunt and she has to watch, choking on screams, as the Joel dies violently in front of her. The whole time, she’s pleading with him to get up, to open his eyes, to stay with her. He never does.

    Ellie wakes up begging.

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    A story about forgiveness.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    “Keep her down,” Abby says, talking to the person restraining her. “Take her to the other room and secure her.”

    “We should-”

    “She lives,” Abby says, voice hard and final. “She didn’t have anything to do with what he did. She’s the reason we’re immune. Show some fucking gratitude.”

    “Abby!” She tries again, even as she can barely catch her breath. “Abby, please! Please!”

    The last sight she gets before there’s cloth over her eyes is Abby standing over Joel, still unmoving and silent, a pistol in her hand aimed right for his head.

    Then a blindfold is over her eyes, and the only awareness she has is the sound of a gunshot.

    The sound has barely faded before she replaces it with a scream.

    (alternate tlou 2 storyline in which abby makes ellie THINK joel's dead)

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Joel sighs, runs his hand wearily over his face. “Baby,” he says, and despite herself, Ellie feels her shoulders relax at the nickname. “This - it’s a threat against all of us. It’s not something we can let lie.”

    “I’m not telling you to just let it lie,” Ellie retorts. “Just- why does it have to be you?”

    Joel looks away, shifts on his feet. “Ellie,” he says, and the timbre of his voice rakes a claw down her spine. “You know why.”

    She does, and that’s the thing- she’s not sure she’s worth it, this kind of love that goes blind with rage in the face of threats, the kind of love that drives people out of their homes and into the night and away from their families. The kind of love that demands sacrifice. It sits uneasily beneath her skin, like an electric current.

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    Jackson is threatened - and Ellie steps up.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    An AU in which Cloud never comes to Midgar, and Tifa accompanies AVALANCHE on the mission to bomb the No. 1 Reactor. That night she meets a certain flower girl who'll change the course of her life. Shinra and the threat to the Planet are no different, but they'll face all of it together.

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    16 Dec 2024

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    Set not long after the last chapter of 'The kindest way of helping yourself is to find a friend'. Miranda keeps making friends, keeps being a great mom, and somehow, finds love.

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    29 Feb 2024

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