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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    Till's first relationship was perfect, or so it'd seemed at first. Dating his childhood best friend hadn't exactly been his plan, but Ivan was so deeply, intrinsically infatuated with him that it made up for it, a little.

    Five months into dating, Ivan's feelings didn't seem to dwindle one bit, but something started to nag at Till in a way he couldn't quite put his finger on.

    Their sex life.

    And the fact that despite being endlessly ravished on a near daily basis, for some unexplained reason, he'd still never made Ivan cum.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Till feels a little reflective after him and Ivan's little spat. After rotting in his room at campus, he decides to go to Ivan's ice skating competition and hopefully give him a gift.

    Just something to get them back to the way they were. Friends. Right?

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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dark eyes look up to him in surprise, lighten up with something, and Till wants to cry, wants to thank every single force in the universe for this moment where relief washes over him like healing rain. Instead, he rushes over to the man in the hospital bed and gives him his best version of a heated shout.

    “What were you thinking?”

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    Or: Ivan gets hurt. Till doesn’t take it well.

    Can be read as a standalone.

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    24 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 99

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    A cough.

    Till's gaze snaps up at the sound, caught between disbelief and the cruelty of a maybe. He waits, dares not even to breathe, terrified that even a single sound would shatter the illusion.

    Another cough, so soft that Till would not have believed he heard it if he had not also noticed Ivan's shoulder jerk. For a single moment, he stays frozen in place as if in a trance. Then, the fog lifts.

    "Ivan?"

    Ivan survives Round 6.

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    23 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ivan inevitably found himself standing in front of his puzzle, leaning slightly to get a better view of the boy’s face. It was the first time Ivan had ever gotten to see a black eye so close.

    “Did you win or lose?” were the first words out of Ivan’s mouth.

    The boy was so absentminded that he had flinched back at the simple question. For a second his sharp eyes widen before falling into two slits, a glare.

    His arms tightened around himself and he huffed out a breath. “What are you talking about?”

    Ivan pointed to his own eye, “Your face. Did you win or lose the fight?” His own face didn’t contort the way messy-haired playground boy’s did.

    Or, Ivan learns how to define love.

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    21 Feb 2026