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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    I’m not a man, I'm a boy. I’m small with boyish intentions, boyish words, and boyish loneliness. And boyish cravings for physical affection but no intent to seek it. I won’t ask for anything but if you don’t give it all up for me anyways you’ll meet your ends at the hands of my boyish rage.

    I am Jack’s underdeveloped frontal cortex.

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    25 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    “You’ve seen the way people look at us in here,” Tyler says. “They look at us like we’re gods.”

    I yell, I don’t want to be a god. I just want Tyler to leave me alone.

    I say, I just want to sleep.

    “Tough fucking shit,” Tyler says.

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    24 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    I stared. I couldn’t let Tyler know I don’t know how to do it, so, I rolled my first joint. Tyler took it between two fingers, his own joint hanging from his lips. He squinted at it, deadpan.
    And then, he giggled. Snorted. And then he was doubled over, cackling, and the joint was on the bed, having fallen apart, unrolled, crumpled by Tyler accidentally rolling onto it while he was laughing.
    At this point, my face was beet red.
    After he calmed down, wiping a tear from his eye, he leaned his shoulder against mine, nudging me gently. I said, I think you’re high.
    He smirked, turning to meet my gaze through squinted eyes.
    “Yeah, no shit.”

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    tyler smokes a fat blunt and gets all mushy with narrator.

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    23 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Narrator asks Tyler to clean him up.

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    23 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Tyler says that worship is the real problem. It’s unreciprocated.

    “Christians, specifically. They’re too passionate. They’ll tell you “God loves you.” They believe it, too. But how do they know that? Huh? How’s he shown it?”

    This specific word causes the not-yet-metabolised beer in my stomach to ask: Tyler, are you God?

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    23 Jul 2025