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The view really is spectacular. The October breeze blows through and the water ripples; the lights of the boats and yachts on the water scatter and reflect off the surface like colorful shattering glass, and it's beautiful, it's nostalgic, and Chan wishes he felt anything at all about it.
“Chris?”
Chan is startled out of his thoughts by a soft voice behind him.
Felix is there at the threshold of the glass sliding door, wrapped up in the large throw blanket from the sofa. He's sleep-rumpled, hair a little messy, and bare-faced, and maybe he looks a little ridiculous, swathed in the fluffy blanket the way he is, and he's still the most beautiful person Chan has ever seen.
Chan hopes his face doesn't betray the way getting to see Felix like this makes him feel: light, at first, like he can breathe easier, and then–the stomach drop, and the sharp ache in his chest that always follows.
I love him so much, he thinks. He's everything. And I don't deserve him.
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- Part 1 of Keep You Series
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15 Dec 2025
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Changbin knew he should have cum before he left the dorm this morning.
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- Part 1 of Fire in His Eyes.
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05 Oct 2025
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“Sleep over? Please?”
But make it Jeongchan.
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- Part 6 of drabbles
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14 Aug 2025
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“Lix,” Chan said, his motor function feeling far away. He brought his hands up, laying them on the outside of Felix’s thighs, squeezing lightly. The skirt was a stiff sort of cotton against his palms. “What is this?”
Felix put on an artfully crafted innocent expression, his mouth dropping into a small o, lip gloss shiny in the low light. He blinked at Chan, lashes thick and emphasised with mascara, a pop of glitter at the inner corners of his eyes. “You’ve been here all night,” Felix said, “I thought you might want a little distraction.”
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- Part 6 of the blood on your lies
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29 Jul 2025
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Minho’s eyes are heavy and dark, locked on Chan.
“Binnie probably could, though,” he says, watching him.
Chan freezes.
Minho smiles slightly.
“Don’t you think so, Channie?” he murmurs. “Changbin could hold you down.”
Or: Minho discovers a newly-awakened kink in Chan and decides to step in and help the situation.
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20 Jun 2025