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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.

    So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.

    He opens the door.

    Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.

    “Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”

    “Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”

    “Who did this to you.”

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    The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

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    Yearning
    (Noun)
    an intense longing or deep desire for someone or something.

     

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    Jeongguk swallowed thickly, his lips parting, but all that came out was a shaky, “Jimin…” this time so full of emotion it made Jimin’s smile deepen, like he knew.

    And Jeongguk thought—maybe he does.

    Maybe Jimin could see it now, how much he felt, how much he wanted. Usually, the idea of being so seen would have sent Jeongguk into a panic, scrambling to pull his walls back up.

    But right now?

    Right now, he didn’t want to hide.

    He wanted Jimin to know.

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    Then Hao reaches for Hanbin's hand — and the relief, like every time, is instant.
    Hanbin stares at him like he invented sunshine for perhaps three seconds before whipping his head back to the producer.
    “I’m so sorry, I’m feeling better now. Can I try that again?”

    Zhang Hao swears Sung Hanbin’s mere presence gives him a headache, despite the way everyone sings his praises, and Hanbin’s scowl suggests the feeling’s mutual.

    Forced into a collab stage, they discover that touching makes the pain— disappear?

    Things escalate quickly.

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    “What would you pick then?” he asked pointedly, eyes narrowed. “Between me forgetting you, or you forgetting me?”

    “The second option.” Hanbin kissed his cheek. “I’ll remember.”

    Hanbin should be worried about regaining his lost memories. But really, all he wants is to know why the most beautiful man in the world seems to hate him.

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