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   I Dream I'll See You (In the Afterlife) by kittxnmgc

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Itoshi Rin/Shidou Ryuusei
   • Shidou Ryuusei
   • Itoshi Rin
   • Nanase Nijirou
   • Itoshi Sae
   • Hanahaki Disease
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • Unrequited Love
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Itoshi Rin is Bad at Feelings
   • Bottom Itoshi Rin/Top Shidou Ryuusei
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Neo Egoist League Arc (Blue Lock)
   • Blue Lock Manga Spoilers
   • Background Relationships
   • Minor Itoshi Sae/Shidou Ryuusei
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Unhappy Ending

   Summary

   Rin never meant to fall in love. He never wanted to, really. Soccer should've always been his only focus, especially against everyone else in Blue Lock. Then Shidou Ryusei happened, and somewhere along the line, he fell faster than he could stop himself.

   Now, he's coughing up rose petals, the realization sinking in that there's no coming out of this on the good side.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   59,384

   Chapters:

   10/10

   Comments:

   249

   Kudos:

   426

   Bookmarks:

   52

   Hits:

   7,084

   Bookmarked by thayflwer

   25 Aug 2026