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   The Shape of My Absence by swede_89

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Troy Barrett
   • Zane Boodram
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • not really a suicide attempt
   • But also not not one
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   Shane Hollander thought the hardest part of leaving Montreal would be changing teams. He never expected to lose himself in the process.

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   06 Jul 2026