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“Wait,” Lucas takes another glance at Will, specifically at the sweater he’s wearing. “Is that Mike’s?”
Here’s the other thing about the last eight or so months of Will Byers’ life: he’s been spending his nights, on and off, secretly, semi-occasionally, very frequently, kissing Mike Wheeler.
He’s confused about it too, don’t even worry.
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28 Jan 2026
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i love this so much i can die now happily. fuck the duffel bags; this is my canon -
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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26 Jan 2026
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first byler fic, and i fear it can never be topped
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Soobin couldn’t have kissed him even if Beomgyu had begged him. He knew in the back of his head that this would have to end one day, that anything that might happen between a prince and a boy from the barracks would be doomed before it could begin. But for now, Soobin was living in a dream that he never wanted to end. He was in far, far too deep.
Soobin is a prince, the second son of the king, destined to lead his father's military into war against foreign enemies. Beomgyu is a scrappy commoner, the palace guard he falls in love with. This can't happen...right?
(A romance novel about sex, love, and men in armor.)
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17 Dec 2025
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this is straight to my top 2 soogyu fics oh my fucking god i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE how author user wrote this and im generally not a smut reader so that says so much.
THE PLOT?! THE PACING? BEOMGYU?? SOOBS??? OH MY GOD?!?! ALL THEIR RELATIONSHIPS TORE ME APART EMOTIONALLY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE OH MY LORD THIS CHANGED THE TRAJECTORY OF MY LIFE. SOOGYU OBVIOUSLY IS THE BEST FUCKING THING I LOVE ALL THE NUANCES TO THEIR BOND, FEELINGS, RELATIONSHIP AND LOVE TO ONE ANOTHER. YOUR HONOUR THEY'RE MARRIED I TELL YOU. THEY'RE SO SO SO IN LOVE AND IM SO SO SO HERE FOR ALL OF IT,
BUT OH GOD THE FOUND FAMILY IN SO MANY WAYS OF THIS?!?!?!??!?!?!?!? BEOMKAI HAS MY HEART FOREVER I WILL SOB EVERYDAY FOR THESE 2. TAEBIN AS WELL AND THEIR LONG HISTORY AND OWN PATHS THEY'VE CHOSEN FOR THEIRSELVES. THE YEONBIN BROTHERHOOD HAS ME CRYING TOO I WANT TO HUG THEM BOTH FOREVER. TAEGYU AND SOOKAI, THO NOT AS CLOSE, ALSO HAS ME SOBBING - THEIR RELATIONSHIPS AND WAYS OF SUPPORTING ONE ANTOHER IN THE WAYS THEY DID WILL TEAR ME APART ALSO. YEONGYU ALSO WAS SO FUN. TYUNNIGN ASW.
BUT OMG IK I MENTIONED IT BUT THE WRITING IS ACTUALLY SO SOS SO GOOD. ITS SO WELL WRITTEN. SO WELL THOUGHT OUT. IM IN LOVING WITH THE ENDING. EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER. EVEN THE WAR ARC. GOD. GOD FUCK ME. LORD.
every single aspect of this is worth reading over and over. maybe it wouldn't be good for me time/procrasination wise, but i dont give a fuck. all the emotions i felt during the entirety of this-- i would be so willing to read again for the first, second even third time.to my future self looking through your bookmarks. You will enjoy this fic every time u read it.
the ending especially. god im in love.////"Who knew what was ahead for them? Hardships, for sure. Maybe months on the run from pursuers, maybe a lifetime settling down on Beomgyu’s land. Maybe travel and loneliness, maybe adventures with Kai and visits from Taehyun or Yeonjun, with a little niece or nephew in tow. Maybe nights soothing each other through war flashbacks and panic attacks. Maybe a new identity for Soobin, maybe a life of notoriety for both of them, together.
Beomgyu lifted his head from Soobin’s chest, blinking his bleary eyes awake in the sunlight. Soobin dragged a hand down his back, his thumb tracing the shape of one of Beomgyu’s scars.
“Morning, beautiful,” Soobin said, and Beomgyu yawned.
“Feelings?” he asked, and Soobin pressed Beomgyu’s hands to his dimples."
kill me now. <3333
loving and defending and protecting this fic for the rest of my life. -
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After Wooyoung and Yeosang make their relationship official, San is asked to increase his fanservice with the both of them to keep their relationship hidden from the fans. With this comes jokes from the members about San being the third member of their relationship, which leaves San feeling uncomfortable with no words to explain why he's feeling this way, until Seonghwa gives him some advice.
A sexuality realisation alongside an unexpected confession later, San discovers that his love for Wooyoung and Yeosang is no lesser just because it's different.
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- Part 2 of Aroaceteez Bingo
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10 Nov 2025
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ARO ACE REP YES PLEASE?????? I LOVE THIS SM??? MY SANNIE MY WOOYOUNGIE MY YEOSANGIE (TT^TT)
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want you so much, it's almost painful (it's with you that i want to be) by immaculata
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Dec 2024
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Beomgyu's heart was so foolish. "So... does that mean we're each other's future wives?"
"Yes!" Luckily, Soobin's heart was just as foolish.
"But if I'm your wife, then you're my husband, and if you're my wife, then I'm your husband... Does that make us wife and wife or husband and husband?"
"It makes us Soobin and Beomgyu."
the strange, homorromantic relationship between two best friends and its small (seemingly) unnoticeable impacts. it's that simple, because they're soobin and beomgyu. everyone knows that.
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05 Nov 2025
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i love this so dearly. this genre of queer yearning.