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    As if a switch has been flipped, Ivan does not stop gazing at Till, while Till is the one to skirt away.

    “This might be good for you, though,” Ivan says, his voice gentle, as if each word doesn't tear into Till’s arteries. “You won’t have to deal with this burden for much longer. It’ll pass.”

    “You’re not dead,” Till manages, his voice hoarse. “We'll still be us.”

    For the first time, Till feels waves of terror shake through their profound silence. 

    Ivan gets surgery for his Hanahaki. Till deals with the aftermath.

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    He kneels on the cold bathroom floor and lets his love overflow him until he can’t breathe. His whole body is aching today, but that’s natural, it’s what the temperature drop does to him.

    He chokes on his love and it spills red, but that’s natural, this is the only way Ivan could ever love.

    (Red camellias, Luka would say, wearing a lazy smile with no teeth, the type that doesn’t reach his eyes. Symbol of faithfulness and longevity. Ironic, isn’t it?)

    there is no softness to be found within ivan; of course his love would kill him.

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    Plain.

    That is what Taeyong writes down, when the students asks to write how he’d describe himself. Plain. He used to be more, in college, the list of descriptions longer. Maybe the years have mellowed him out, the routine of work and home the only thing he can rely on. But it doesn't matter. Nothing Taeyong thinks ever matters, really.

    Because Taeyong doesn't matter. Simple as that.

    “Nakamoto Yuta,” His smile is slight, but something about the intensity of his eyes have Taeyong looking away, “head of legal.” Cold, a sliver of it, and its easily explained by the ring he wears, Taeyong’s eyes only lingering before he pulls back, taking his seat.

    A new project. A new team. That is all it takes, for something so simple to break down so easily.

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    Finally, the man smiles far too evilly (and far too handsomely), says "Oh, right," and starts paging back through his sketchbook. He tears out a specific one and hands it up to Hijikata's automatically outstretched hand. He doesn't normally make it a habit to just take random stuff from strangers, even (especially) ones who know what his cum tastes like. But his body moves on its own, hysterical with relief at the end of the conversational impasse, and he's already looking at it before he can decide not to.

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    There was a human in his garden.

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    The house at the end of the lane, number forty-eight, has been there for as long as anyone can remember; as far as anyone knows, it's always been vacant. That's what Taeyong believes when he moves into the house next door early one spring, though the most intriguing thing about it to him isn't its odd, mysterious history or even the boarded windows - for Taeyong, the thing that draws him in is the roses.

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