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  1. Rec *

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    Unfortunately for Clarke, her mind likes to fuck with her.

    Constantly-- it’s a disease-- a masochistic, brutal, this-bitch-obviously-needs-therapy disease.

    And because she loves pain, she couldn’t stop herself from (once again) sketching the worst human being to grace her small, stupid town. Maybe it’s the fact that no one even fucking talks to her besides his snide remarks. Maybe it’s the memories from childhood that offer some kind of comfort even if his kind heart has rotted with age.

    Maybe it’s because she hates herself as much as he clearly hates her.

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    Clarke has a bully. He's been her personal tormentor for years, ever since... well, that's the thing. She can't remember what she did to make him hate her so much. It was like one day he decided she deserved to be punished for being alive. And he's the only one *allowed* to fuck with her in their small town, hick high school. To everyone else she might as well not exist.

    She has one year left. One year and she's gone. Gone from her addict Mom. Gone from the mean girls. Most importantly, gone from Bellamy Blake.

    Or so she thinks. He, on the other hand, has other plans.

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    16 Oct 2025

  2. Rec 89

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    You’ve been mine from the moment you stepped on the ground. You’ll be mine until the moment you’re put in the ground.

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    Clarke and the remaining Forty Three have been fighting for survival against the Grounders for three years since hitting the ground. The Arc went dark over a year ago. They are truly alone. Caught in a war with a King who shows no mercy.

    While scouting for a new water source, Clarke is captured.

    She prays that it's anyone but the eyes that have followed her from the other side of the battlefield. That have haunted her waking and sleeping hours. That have threatened to unravel her very being.

    She's not that lucky.

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    Canon AU with Grounder King Bellamy and SkiKru Clarke as his captive.

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    16 Oct 2025

  3. Rec 77

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    Canon Divergent

    What if Alexandra hadn’t waited four months to leave England and arrived at the ranch before Spencer?

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    13 Apr 2025

  4. Rec 26

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    Alternate ending to the show. Alex heeds the warning of the gas attendant and choses to take the train in Sheridan, Wyoming.

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    12 Apr 2025

  5. Rec 31

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    It's raining again and Kate finds herself unable to sleep. She wanders to the Aubrey Hall library and discovers a rather risqué book about pleasing one's husband.

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    11 Apr 2025