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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Gin suggested that I experience my first time with someone I trust.”

    His gaze rests heavily on Atsushi.

    “Oh! That’s a good idea,” Atsushi offers weakly. “Do you want me to hook you up with a friend, or something?”

    Akutagawa steps closer, near enough that Atsushi can feel his breath when he speaks.

    “Jinko,” he says, voice low, and Atsushi’s heart drops. “I trust you.”

    Akutagawa turns to Atsushi for a favor. It's only supposed to be physical. At least, that's how it starts.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    nakahara chuuya, as represented in a series of equations

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    flirting via elaborate and meandering literary analysis

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Akutagawa stops, but he’s too close, too much, to fade into the background. Not now that Atsushi’s spent so long memorizing the way the world fits around him.

    Dazai’s next words are a suckerpunch. “You want our little hellhound to choose you.”

    If he doesn’t open his eyes, he can pretend the cool trails working down his cheeks are from the wind.

    The night is so full, the city never quite sleeping, but in this tiny bubble the silence is a scream Atsushi can’t shut out.

    “Maybe,” he says after too long, his voice thick and hollow, “Just once, I want someone, anyone, to give a flying fuck about Atsushi.”

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    Atsushi makes a life-changing decision when Akutagawa gets injured. The consequences make him reexamine himself, his partner, and what exactly he wants the word partner to mean.
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    (Ishtar12 —> SolsticeLostHerMind)

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    05 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    Sam might be chasing normality, but Dean’s sure they’re heading for insanity instead.

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    21 Sep 2025