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1. When I'm Small by Pseudthisyafucks (brainwitchletty)

   Fandoms: Youtube RPF, Holy Trinity (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Jun 2018

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Felix Kjellberg/Sean McLoughlin
   • Jelix
   • PewDiePie/Jacksepticeye
   • septicpie - Relationship
   • Mark Fischbach/Amy Nelson
   • Brad Smith/Emma Pickles
   • Ethan Nestor/Tyler Scheid
   • oh gosh everyone
   • Felix Kjellberg
   • Sean McLoughlin
   • Mark Fischbach
   • Ethan Nestor
   • Tyler Scheid
   • Kathryn
   • Brad Smith
   • Michael (Kapuzenwurm)
   • Alternate Universe - High School
   • complicated back story
   • Angst
   • miscommunications
   • car crashes
   • mentions of self harm
   • mentions of sexual abuse (not main characters)
   • Slow Build
   • tentative relationship
   • Bad Coping Skills
   • when will i never have that tag
   • i dunno this one's gonna be sad and cute
   • Felix's gang of friends have sad lives
   • and there are woodland adventures and stuff
   • emphasis on music at points
   • jack's seán and seán's jack
   • Nightmares
   • Guilt
   • slight homophobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • takes place in Athens GA so
   • Medicinal Drug Use
   • PTSD
   • slight bullying
   • Assumptions
   • suicide attempt of minor character

   Summary

   Jack has come home after two years of denial and guilt. He knows he shouldn't want Felix back in his life, knows that he left for a reason, but he can't help himself. Felix is the blackhole at the center of Jack's universe and no amount of bad decisions in the past can keep him from making just one more.

   Series

   • Part 1 of A Million Miles

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   258,547

   Chapters:

   32/32

   Comments:

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