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I'd like
To say
I'm ok
But I'm not
Because you lay here in my Arms and you're dying.
I try
But I fall
Close my mind
Turn it off
But I can't be sober
I cannot sleep
You've got your peace now
„Marco…please stay with me… I can’t do this without you.“ He sobs and leans his forehead on the freckled one.
But what about me?
A shaking cold hand touches the pale Skin from the crying Boy. Warm Blood rushes over his Skin and drops slowly down to his Chin
Thought we had the time, had our lives
Now you'll never get older, older
Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time
Getting colder, colder
One last word
One last moment
To ask you why
You left me here behind
Softly he lays his Hand on Marcos and holds it at his Cheek. “I…I love you…I love you with all my mind, with all my heart… I beg you….don’t leave me. I am nothing without you…“
He lowers his lips down and places them carefully on Marcos ripped ones.
You said you'd grow old with me
We had plans
We had visions
Now I can't see ahead
We were one
We were golden
Forever you said
A little Huff goes over the ripped Lips and Marco stutters quitly: „J…je…jean. I love you so much… i don’t want to go…please…stay with me…“ His hand becomes limp and he smiles weakly one last time. Only for his Love. Only for Jean. „We…see…ag…ain Jean…“ He whispers and his Eyes lose their Fokus and Life and he Stares at Jean.
But I can't be sober
I cannot sleep
You've got your peace now
He holds him thight in his arms, brushes a Hairstain from his bloody Forehead and Looks at him. He feels so cold. Looking in the dead Eyes of the Love of his Life and he has no emotions to show. He nuzzles in Marcos Neck and tries to stuck Marcos scentens in his mind.
You said you'd grow old with me
Thought we had the time, had our lives
Now you'll never get older, older
Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time
Getting colder, colder
Just one last word
One last moment
To ask you why
You left me here behind
You said you'd grow old with me….
But you didn’t.
And then he cries.