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1. i long for that feeling, to not feel at all. by orphan_account

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   17 Jul 2017

   Tags

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   • Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
   • Draco Malfoy
   • Harry Potter
   • Blaise Zabini
   • Pansy Parkinson
   • Theodore Nott
   • Ron Weasley
   • Hermione Granger
   • Millicent Bulstrode
   • Daphne Greengrass
   • Gregory Goyle
   • Neville Longbottom
   • Draco Malfoy-centric
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • Hogwarts Eighth Year
   • Angst
   • Depressed Draco Malfoy
   • Good Slytherins

   Summary

   He doesn’t have the motivation to fight anymore, to try and survive anymore, he can’t go on like this anymore. This feeling; this neverending fear and paranoia and anxiety that courses through his veins the worst of days and remains a dull ache on the best of days, so he might as well just empty all of that now.

   But for a few moments, a tiny glimmer of hope in this wasteland, he thinks of struggling. Of giving life another chance, a second chance, a fifth chance, a tenth chance, another bloody chance.

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