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Guren makes Ferid mixtapes which he keeps in this medium sized box. These mixtapes covers a lot of themes. He made a mixtape when Ferid broke his heart without knowing, he made one the first time he fell in love (it was raining and they were both left alone at the school locker waiting for the rain to subside). He made one for him when he couldn’t hold back in wanting to touch the boy which he almost did if it weren’t for Crowley’s interference. He made one when they talked for the first after the rift that they had way way back when they were in grade school.
Some of these mixtapes were concentrated on the things that he wanted to say to Ferid. The things that he could never tell him. And he listens to them at random nights relieving the 5 years worth of feelings he tried storing away but can’t.
Going to school in the morning and seeing Ferid felt weird because he always just ends up ignoring him blatantly or he just bullies him, dropping random mean comments about him and how he’s annoying and stuff like that, when all he wanted was to tell him he loved him.