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black.
your favorite color
the color that I can barely stand
because it reminds me of you.
us.
there's black everywhere
the streets,
my shoes,
traffic signs,
everywhere.
a constant reminder of what we had,
who we were.
but it helps me not forget you,
the days we spent on the beach,
the days we just laid in bed watching Netflix,
so today I got a black tattoo.
it was of your name,
five small black letters,
jimin.
black like your hair,
black like your sketches of me you drew when I wasn't looking,
black like your pupils,
black like the doodles you used to draw on my arms,
black like the car you bought me for my birthday,
black like the sky on the night you died,
black like your tombstone,
and black like my feelings.
without you, everything is black and indistinguishable.